This is the first holiday

where I don't spend all my time watching tv shows because my external hard drive died on me. 120Gb of showsss... gone...But that's ok, the original source at jurong is still safe.. haha. I'm upset about losing the 20gb of photos since last year. Sighhh...

My brother going to help me repair it now, hope it can be saved.

A bummer, i tell you. I'm suppose to do up the orientation video, but I have no space to store everything. Sighh...

I checked my grade, it's ok. Disappointed with one, but now i am disappointed with 2.

What happened was for com 300, the portal stated I had B+ and the ub site stated that i had A-. ??? yes, I was hoping the ub site was the right one, so I woke up earlier today, and by earlier I meant 230 and not 430pm. And kevin Mckelvey replied and said that B+ was the actual grade... sad. I mean, i kinda expected B+ for com 300, coz it was com 300. But they got my hopes up and now it's down.

I keep wondering, what if i didn't tell them? Doesn't pay to be honest, haha. Noooo, oh well.

I packed my room, it's so neat and clean now.

And on to the worst piece of news. I just found out that my 2nd aunt has cancer, i think it's lung cancer. Now, tt's a real bummer. I think my dad's quite sad but he doesn't really show it. He's not the kind who would sulk, and spend all the time worrying. He's pretty strong.

Anyway, i thought about the family's medical history and on my dad's side, my grandma and my 1st uncle has diabetes. You know they say the chances of the next generation getting it cuts by half? Oh well..

Yah I dunno, I don't get it, I always thought that the possibility of getting lung cancer was the result of smoking, 2nd hand smoke or something. Thinking about it just pisses me off. It makes my hatred for smokers grow even more. I hate to see that content in their face when they smoke, that enjoyment in their face while others around are suffering from that foul smell . Fucking inconsiderate. I don't care if you don't blow the smoke to me, you directing the smoke to others. That's still inconsiderate. I hate when the person next to me stinks of cigarette, especially when your in an air conditioned room and the smell stays. I get a headache . Don't smoke against the wind and fucking stink up your shirt. When i see smokers, i think they fucking dumb, i don't care how smart you are, i think your fucking dumb to light up a cigarette. It's so stupid since everyone knows the dangers of smoking, yet they all suffer from the third person effect and think that it will never happen to themselves. Not yet, it's harming the person next to you. But it doesn't matter i guess, it's all about the enjoyment at the moment. Seriously, I not only think that they are dumb, I think these people have no love for themself and are sooo narrow minded and think short term. That's just how i look at smokers. And that is why i dun want my partner to smoke.

So fuck you smokers!

It's really irritating when you think about it because things like that always happen to the innocent. That's just life, and the way things work. bullshit, Why should 2nd hand smokers suffer more because of what smokers do, that's fucking unfair. If they want to screw up their life, do it to themself, don't screw other people's life up.

I fucking hate smokers.

And I hate them even more, knowing that I'm a 2nd hand smoker and no matter how i dodge all the clouds of smoke, I will always be at their mercy.

I chose not to be a smoker, I chose not to be a 2nd hand smoker too.